It’s been more than 3 years now since last.
Am I starting to live in that fantasy again? Oh, no. Please don’t. I’m tired and simply sick of it. Feelings, go away. Distractions, please come back.
I use to be so good in appearing strong. But I’m weakening again. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Damn. I need to watch more TV instead of going out.
Ok, fine. I’m not an anti-social. I simply don’t need and don’t want to live in that life again. Wondering the whole time. Will he be mine?
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